i'm not pregnant

 i hate that i had to pay $50 for them to tell me what i already know. i decided to get off all hormones. i didn't like that at all. all the weight gain, mood swings, and acne for what?? no sir. i'm taking a break. gonna try it the old fashioned way. its how i got pregnant the first time. i'm not going to force things right now. its way better to not try so hard and not get a positive than it is to try everything you can and not get a positive.

new plan, rid my body of all these ******g hormones, start taking better care of myself. sleep more. eat better (a lot better), get more exercise, drink more water, go out dancing, enjoy life. i feel like my life (and my diet) has been on hold bc i'm waiting to be pregnant. but no more. i have to live. because the way i've been last month, thats no way to live. just miserable. and last week i hated every hour of every day. i just slept to make the time go by. thats no way to live.

thanks for all the support guys. i'm gonna go off the grid for the next few weeks. i'm just tired of all this stuff. my emotions can't take anymore.

Sorry Meli.

Hang in there, it will happen!  I'll be thinking of you.

Sorry Meli! I think you have the right attitude to just go about your life and enjoy what you have now. Hopefully when you least expect it you will become pregnant with a sticky little bean!

I'm so sorry.

I hope that things get better soon. You deserve happiness.

Come back when you're up to it. Praying for you in the meantime.

Tracey

Sorry to hear about that. I was in the same boat with my last pregnancy and I did the same thing you are planning I got off EVERYTHING! And boom 3 months later I got pregnant, I just reconnected with my husband had sex when we felt like it and it happened. Good luck

Sorry you didn't get the positive you were hoping for! 
It's frustrating to try everything you possibly can think of to do and hit the wall with no results!
You have a good plan though! I've found that my system responds SO much better when it's stress free as possible! It's hard when you're fighting hard for something you want more than anything but it can bring the results you're hoping for! 
Take good care of yourself, focus on being healthy, happy, relaxed! Enjoy life, enjoy your husband and the time you have together, have fun with it and before you know it, you could be back here with the surprise of a lifetime! It's healthy to step back and away from what's stressing you out and take time for you and refocus!
We're all thinking about and praying for you! Be happy!!

I am so sorry that you had to receive disappointing news!! I really dont post things on here..I know it is hard to hear, but patience is a virtue..In due time you will conceive..Normally this gift happens when you least expect it..When you let go and let God determine when the time is right for you...This may not be the right time....Take the time to enjoy life, the new/ fabulous you and being with the great supportive husband that you have...Everything truly happens for a reason although we cannot logically understand the meaning behind it!!! Embrace being healthy and live your life!! Once you all have a little one, you all will have lots of joy, a lot of work (into raising a child) and MANY sacrifices!!!! I have three of my own, so I understand!!! Much love!!!! YOU WILL BE FINE!!!

Happiness is the most important thing. Take care of yourself! We'll be here when you get back :)

sorry...i know first hand how hard and frustrating all the bs is ....been there done that..and thankfully when i had finally said ok am taking a break and letting things go slowly boom...pregnant with my now 20 month old!! second time i had been trying again then decided to wait till she turned 2 and boom... :) pregos again!! so dont give up love rest your mind and somehow ur body will catch up... good luck :)